Recently my brother and his family were at a church dinner, and discovered that the woman next to them works at Roo\u2019s school. \u201cI know him!\u201d she exclaimed, then turned serious. \u201cCan I ask \u2026 why he\u2019s bald? Is it alopecia or cancer treatment?\u201d<\/p>\n
He looked at her earnestly and answered, \u201cHe\u2019s bald because his hair fell out.\u201d<\/p>\n
That\u2019s my big brother\u2014always right to the heart of the matter.<\/p>\n
Since Roo has joined our family, we get asked a lot of questions, but they all seem to boil down to one big \u201cwhy.\u201d<\/p>\n
\u201cSo he\u2019s a picky eater? Is it because he has Down\u2019s?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n \u201cHe doesn\u2019t sleep well, huh? Is it because he has Down\u2019s?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n \u201cHe is just so happy! Is it because he has Down\u2019s?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n Whether I am praising or complaining, describing his newest dance moves or even relating the story of my three-year-old\u2019s latest temper tantrum, I am inevitably asked if it links back to his diagnosis.<\/p>\n And here\u2019s the answer: maybe. Certain health problems, such as the two small holes in Roo\u2019s heart, are more common in kids with Down syndrome. And Down\u2019s definitely has physical traits and personality traits that are often associated with it. And honestly, Roo has an extra chromosome in every single cell of his body, so it makes sense to assume that it affects everything<\/em>. But maybe not. Maybe he\u2019d be a picky eater no matter how many chromosomes he had. And maybe he\u2019s a lousy sleeper because I was chasing after his two big siblings and didn\u2019t set a good routine for him. And maybe, just maybe, he\u2019s stubborn because he\u2019s 3.<\/p>\n I honestly don\u2019t mind the question \u2014 I know that it\u2019s sincere. But here is my sincere answer: I have a little boy who is unbelievably strong-willed, who thinks that sleep is nothing more than an infringement on his play time, who loves to sing and dance, and who totally rocks a bald head. He lights up a room with his smile. He refuses to hold my hand when walking with me. Most days he won\u2019t eat anything but oatmeal and Cheerios. And do you know why? Because that is exactly the way God made him to b<\/em>e.<\/p>\n It is easy for us as moms to get caught up in the \u201cwhys\u201d of our children\u2019s behavior. We might worry about traits they have inherited from us, attitudes they pick up from us, or even (yikes!) words they repeat from us. And I\u2019m not saying that we should disregard the incredible influence that we have on our children. But sometimes we need to let go of the \u201cwhys\u201d, because they keep us from focusing on what really matters. Did Lamb inherit my insecurities? Did Monkey get his oversensitivity from me? Is Roo bald because he has Down syndrome? I don\u2019t have definite answers to any of those, but do they really matter? Regardless of the cause, I can\u2019t change it. But I can move forward. I can help my kids to harness their strengths and work with their weaknesses. I can pray for them and guide them and watch God take these unique human beings\u2014with their extraordinary sets of traits and experiences\u2014and shape them into exactly who He has planned for them to be.<\/p>\n Sometimes you need to ask \u201cwhy.\u201d And sometimes you need to just say, \u201cHe\u2019s bald because his hair fell out\u201d and buy a big ol\u2019 bottle of sunscreen.<\/p>\n